rest in peace grandpa

who knows, the one you just met, is going to leave you after one hour.

one hour, that was close.

its just so unpredictable,

11 pm on wednesday, we still chatting around, get some joke, he still smiling just like nothing was wrong. and then, i went back home

the next one hour, *my grandma told me* he said he was tired, he said it again and again. he said he cant breath well. thats when my grandma called my parent to come along. 15 minutes they said, he sat down on his favorite chair, remove his teeth, and sleep. for a long long time.

everybody was shocked. me and my sisters knew after the morning, its like 7 o'clock.

i was chinese new year, and that was really not an acceptable news

it feels like a dream, even for now, still i cant believe this

grow up never feel this sick. im feeling bad. so much

its sick to think that this is the time

the time that you have to accept the fact that death is unavoidable.

no matter how kind you are, no matter if you're the richest man in the galaxy,

you still have to leave this world

6 days isnt enough for me to accept this

you know, idk why, this year i feel like i wasnt so excited about cny.

i bought 3 or 4 shirts, 1 pants, 0 bag, 0 slipper.

in our tradition, the family must use white t-shirt untill the day that the body buried. 7 days.

and my mom suddenly wanted to buy some mattresses to my grandma this year,

and that mattress accidentally needed for clean up my grandpa.

they *people who take care of my grandpa body* said that they need a mattress that havent been used.

its not like i glad or something,

but, its a good thing that my grandpa accompanied by his family in his last breath

fyi, my grandpa live in my hometown, and my family is rarely go there if its not cny.

soo, i think everything has been set up by God to take my grandpa to His side properly

my grandpa is the kind of person that would take his pain alone

the strong person that would say everything is fine

the kind of person that never want other people to worry about him

grandpa, i just want you to know you are a great man

a really strong man

even if i still wish this was just a dream

but, i allow you to go. pls be happy up there

we love you so so much

rest well grandpa,

you will be missed and forever loved :)