my valentine

love is in the air! happy valentine's day everyone
hows your day? i hope it was good ;)

for me, today is a -really- tiring day
i woke up so early this morning, being model for half day, sitting and lying over grasses and sand
and i just finished my peaceful shower
feel like my soul is coming back slowly
tired body tired soul tired feeling

today was a perfect day for you (i wish) and for me
bcs you can receive red roses to day
you can get a boyfriend today
you can confess your love today
but, im gonna give up
you might feel curious -or not- why? bcs im tired. every single time i've been thinking is it worth to love someone who cant even make efforts for your relationship? so here's i found the answer
thanks for my friend -initial A- to teach me this:
being in relationship means you're ready to forgive each other, but affair is not in the list
*i wish* this will be my last post about you
loving you once is quite hurt for me. a lot.
but i was fine before i met you, which means i was FINE without you

so, lets just say goodbye