I have spent like 90% of holiday in my hometown, Batam City.
haha being here, makes me too happy with my comfort zone.
there are few things that i feel really grateful for, and one of it is:
i dont have to worry about food
In Bandung, i have to fit all the budget, its not like my parents not giving me enough money. in fact, they always give me more (especially my mom- she always send me additional pocket money <3 thankyou mom).
but, as you know, human greediness is infinite (so is the stupidity), i want to buy many things, bcs my eyes always catch all the expensive stuffs out there :(( and yes i do feel guilty most of the time.
so, i prefer to cook my own meal. (unfortunately, im suck at cooking. and fortunately, i can eat ALMOST anything. lol) as i said, i suck. thats why i always do the fastest food i could cook, but nothing easy does any good! you should know when i said "fastest food" i prefer to the oily unhealthy foods.
(not only food, buddy)
i always struggling with the dishes, i hate cooking, i don't like wake up early to buy the ingredients.
and when im in Batam, i eat everything! without any effort, without any worries.
i still remember that was in the first semester that i enjoyed so much living alone out town, then things went tough on the next semester. i started to miss everyone and everything. gratefully, my tight schedule makes me feel so much better.
and now? i feel bad, that i didn't spend my time here in better ways.
maybe its true, that we never know how important something is until we almost lost it.
gonna have lunch, byee!
when will you renew again? it's been 3 years
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