live gratefully

Yaps, its H-14 before the holiday is over.

I have spent like 90% of holiday in my hometown, Batam City.

haha being here, makes me too happy with my comfort zone.

there are few things that i feel really grateful for, and one of it is:

i dont have to worry about food

In Bandung, i have to fit all the budget, its not like my parents not giving me enough money. in fact, they always give me more (especially my mom- she always send me additional pocket money <3 thankyou mom).

but, as you know, human greediness is infinite (so is the stupidity), i want to buy many things, bcs my eyes always catch all the expensive stuffs out there :(( and yes i do feel guilty most of the time.

so, i prefer to cook my own meal. (unfortunately, im suck at cooking. and fortunately, i can eat ALMOST anything. lol) as i said, i suck. thats why i always do the fastest food i could cook, but nothing easy does any good! you should know when i said "fastest food" i prefer to the oily unhealthy foods.

(not only food, buddy)

i always struggling with the dishes, i hate cooking, i don't like wake up early to buy the ingredients.

and when im in Batam, i eat everything! without any effort, without any worries.

i still remember that was in the first semester that i enjoyed so much living alone out town, then things went tough on the next semester. i started to miss everyone and everything. gratefully, my tight schedule makes me feel so much better.

and now? i feel bad, that i didn't spend my time here in better ways.

maybe its true, that we never know how important something is until we almost lost it.

gonna have lunch, byee!